Have you ever felt like you were on the right path. Doing what you are suppose to do and being lifted up and excited and then out of no where somebody just drop the bomb on you with their words of discouragement? I have been through this numerous times. I would always get back up but when that happens to the person I love most in this world, it just shatters my heart. My husband been through it a couple of times and each time he did, his Spirit dies. And it took him very long like years to get back up. It seems like every time God tries to birth something wonderful in our life, the devil is not far behind to destroy it and takes our joy away. I know what the devil is doing that's why I can always get back up but my husband is of little Faith and he goes down pretty hard and trying to get him back up again is exhausting me. I feel like I am unable to reach to his heart when he's like this. I love him so much that's why whatever he goes through I go through with him. Whatever he feels I feel. One look at his face I know what's on his mind and he is very stubborn. No matter what I say he won't listen. My heart breaks when he is feeling like this. We were so in tune not long ago. He would play the guitar and I would sing. We would practice together and love it almost every night. Now it's so sad.. What can I do but just encourage him and be his support and pray for him. I am discouraged but I have to get myself back up for mine and his sake. Only the Strength of God can I do this. I will always rely on God for my help. For he loves me and he is my Lord and Savior in whom I trust and HE is my guide and my Salvation, My Rock and my Shelter, My Shield and my Fortress, My healer and my Comforter. I will Trust in him and he will never Failed me. For his Love never Fails. IN Jesus Name I will Rise Again. And my Family will Rise Ten Times Stronger then before. I Believe it and I Receive it, I Declare it and I Confess it IN Jesus Name.
